Apparently ADHD symptoms, are similar to manic depression symptoms.

Or is just having messed up sleep, enough for it to be manic depression?

Nothing like waking up early, to pee, then not being able to fall back a sleep for hours, and then only getting an extra 1-2 hours of sleep. All cause I was thinking too much.

I wonder how long I’ve done that though or been able to do that. I remember in the past, I could just think a bunch if I wanted to.

But who said I can’t stop? Only me. Also, I kind of started already. I was re framing a whatever a thought is. Apparently a thought describes more then one thing. A feeling, must be a thought. A word might be a thought. Some people can think with pictures. What about impulses?

Well, it was better, when my head was nice and empty. I wonder, people that mediate, how does it work, if you just keep thinking?

No wonder sleeping is better. I don’t have to try and think. It’s easy, and fast, and I don’t have to do anything. I have slept for 10+ hours before, but didn’t have to do anything.

Well, I can make the time fly easily by thinking too. Just don’t look at a clock, and just think..

Well, I could ask a lady, if they want to get manic now.

I wonder what the difference between manic depression and ADHD is. They both have fast thinking. Or is racing thoughts different? No idea, sounds the same to me.

Racing thoughts sounds helpful. This, not so much.

Well, I could always run around in a circle, and try to catch my tail.

We’re all going to be crying someday anyways

When we’re reborn, we’ll be crying again

Might as well start now, as we’re all going to die anyways

Take off your high heels

And let’s have some fun

While we’re here anyways

Let’s all have a blast

Let’s all kiss some ass

Let’s all have some fun, let’s all give ourselves an orgasm

That might be a good way, to forget stuff. Like if your neck itches. Might still itch. Maybe not as much.

Might even forget you have depression as well.

Can’t see that many ways for somebody to just get a hyper active brain though, without being born that way, or a side effect, or maybe a psychical problem.

Well, they do say humans forget eventually anyways. Might not even have to die first.

Is that the last episode of South Park?

If it’s cancelled, I’ll be down to two channels I watch for $35 a month. Don’t want any of the other services they give me for $35 a month either. And if they’re cancelling shit now, I might as well not pay for any TV.

I doubt they’d just cancel the show themselves.

There’s a funny looking baby in one of the new episodes as well.

I can get just one channel I watch for under $!0 a month anyways, from Frndly TV. Might be able to record it without using a web browser as well. So if that still works, and keeps working, it’s a better value anyways.

Had to fix the thing myself when it broke. All it takes is one little change on their site, to break it as well. It’s a cat and mouse game. But they don’t even have to try very hard to break it.

The reason I’m not sharing my modification, unless I cancel it. Then I’ll share it. Too lazy to make it better, so it’s harder for them to break it, just like all the other crap I found that uses a web browser.

Not buying a Android box, and a capture card, and doing all that either. They can likely break that too, without much effort.

Easier if I can’t record from Frndly TV easily, to pay a little more for the DVR, and just use their shitty DVR. Cheaper then DirecTV Streaming as well. Philo costs too much as well. The only one I’d pay for is Frndly TV if I can’t record what I record to my own storage easily. Easy enough for now.

But if South Park is cancelled, I will need to think about it some more, and maybe cancel DirecTV.

There seems to be less freedom of speech nowadays as well, oddly. And not just about South Park either.

But the Big Brain Wash is about the only thing that makes sense.

Of Expedition X. I remembered somebody said it takes a long ass time to get any “evidence”. Therefore I need the full video.

I guess it’s entertaining. More entertaining then Ancient Aliens. But more entertaining then Expedition X, is probably Skinwalker Ranch.

I should make my own paranormal show. I’ll be butt naked in it. Maybe with a cowboy hat too. If anything odd happens, I probably won’t notice though.

Unless odd as in I give myself a boner without touching it. Then I’ll be growing too.

Doesn’t look like the holy ones are having any luck getting people to stop sinning.

Might as well say, if you have a sex drive, you’re sinning. And if you’re a human, you’re sinning.

I do have to ask something, what would happen if I put a rem pod up my ass?

If a grower, puts their cock in a cage, and their cock grows in the cage, and they break their cock, do they get free surgery?

If they do, then they can have a vagina above their ball sack.

I put my cock in a cage.

She went all wild.

She’s a wild woman…

Well, I need to ask somebody, if they know how to make a fake window. And where to buy some plastic to make the fake window.

Karma was invented, to explain stuff. Religion, theories, and conspiracy theories were invented for the same reason. Might as well say religion is a conspiracy theory now a days. People are still inventing new ones.

Subwoofers were invented to piss people off, why do you think some people have a loud subwoofer in their vehicle?

What’s good for a police state? Less people.

A bunch of people died during the COVID “hoax”.

And a bunch more people might be dying soon as well.

The COVID “hoax” a bunch of people world wide died as well. A bunch of people continue dying in Ukraine. And in the other wars going on as well.

At least the Holy Ones, know what’s good for humanity.

Had to get a shit sample, and that diarrhea, had some darker colored blood in it, which means it could be coming from my stomach.

And I could have an ulcer in my stomach.

I’ll find more out soon enough most likely.

If it’s an ulcer, it must be bleeding really slow though and my body must be able to replace it fast enough.

More love wouldn’t have prevented anything that’s happening from happening.

What that post said, is sort of like what somebody might think putting religion and government together will result in. They might think the result will be love.

Since humans can’t agree on anything, I doubt everyone agrees what love means.

Humans have been fighting themselves for a very long time. Nobody wants to stop, and nobody wants to agree to anything.

That book that said nobody has free will makes no sense to me. Why would anybody make a species that just fights themselves? And if nobody made us, then how do we still exist? The nukes would most likely have all exploded by now.

Well, I only heard some of the book, no need to buy it. Seemed to be talking about why people commit crimes. Didn’t seem to interview very many people or any. However he “researched” it didn’t appear to be a very good job. And also, does he actually believe that? Cause there’s two reasons I can think of writing such a book, without actually believing it, or maybe three. Even so, what he was saying, to prove it, he’d have to interview everybody that’s committed a crime, and their family members. Well, not everybody that has committed a crime is still alive or in that body anyways. Or with any memory.

No free will, but we all believe in different things. Some don’t believe in God, there’s plenty of good reasons for that as well. There’s plenty of good reasons for believing in God. Probably for all the religious texts as well.

But was this country will founded on what I think freedom of religion means? They teach or use to teach a prayer in school with the word God in it. It’s called something else, but I’m calling it a prayer. Just like everybody puts people in various groups, I’m just going to put that in the group of religion and it sounds like a prayer to me.

People have most likely been wondering about that for a very long ass time. I’m pretty sure I’ve heard people, probably at school asking about that as well, or wondering about that. Don’t remember if anyone gave any reasons though, so probably not much of a good reason.

Maybe freedom of religion means that you can only believe in religions, with God. You can’t believe no God. You can’t be agnostic. You can’t just believe God and the things you believe. Got to go to church or something like that.

Well no point in thinking about it, or worrying about it now or ever again, it’s too late anyways. Whatever is going to happen, will happen, just like it always has.

I could move to the Amazon Rain Forest, but I’d need money to get there. I know they got sticks and rocks. Animals too. Bugs.

Well, I doubt the people that live in the Amazon Rain Forest, are thinking or worrying about any of this. Might not even know any of this crap is happening, or about nukes. As soon as I found out nukes exist, I made a mistake, of finding out too much.

Not knowing nukes or anything like that exists, would be nice.

Sure is easy to repeat history on this planet though. There’s probably plenty of reasons and theories on that. Well, apparently religion in government, and gutting education, will fix all that.

Oh and apparently some politicians believe in personal responsibilities. Hmm, well they also don’t believe in education apparently. How does that work anyways?

Lots of people seem to care a ton about one sin in the bible, but don’t talk about anything else. Somebody loving somebody based on private parts. Hmm, somehow loving is a sin. It isn’t love? Who said? Faith? Your faith. Why does one person, or one group of persons, faith matter more then anybody else’s?

Well, personally, I can’t and won’t, believe any religious text, that I can’t 100% agree with. I’m just going to believe what I believe, and based on personal experiences from now on.

Maybe believing anything is possible, is all I’ll believe.

Posting this for myself as well. Don’t know or care if anybody reads it. Why not? Plenty of people do stuff that makes no sense, like read stuff that makes them angry, read more stuff that makes them angry. Nope, I don’t read the news myself. Or watch the news. Doesn’t mean I don’t hear about anything. But I don’t deliberately watch or read it.

Well, I should probably go fully offline soon anyways. Especially if a bunch of chaos happens next year. Got to spend my time with my family. No point in caring about the internet.