Looks like it will be back on tomorrow.

Psychosis caught on camera.

Well, I guess I’ll have something to watch tomorrow.

He made Expedition Files.

But they didn’t mention the medical condition he has. Either his book, or something else I saw, said he has to eat a lot of food, or he’ll lose too much weight or something.

His word isn’t enough for them, they want Toby’s story.

Also, they used the wrong word. They should say other worldly beings instead.

There is a big question about using hypnoses for anything though, like accessing “forgotten” memories.

Some people get an exorcism, while other people go to the funny farm.

An exorcism, could be safer, but probably not for the people doing it. Also, don’t think they do that at the hospital.

At least, if I had another bad drug reaction, I’d already be at the hospital.

If all thoughts are automatic, what does it mean when somebody asks “if you need to think about it”? And how does reading work? And how does counting in head work?

Guess a definition of “thought” is needed.

Apparently some people have images in their head while awake. I can sort of think of images, but it isn’t very vivid or useful.

Not many if any automatic thoughts in my head after leaving the funny farm. Thinking, is basically talking to myself, in my head all day long. If I don’t do it, then I’ll either get bored, or unwanted thoughts.

But it was better in the past, when I could stare off into space, and have no thoughts. Now I’d get bored and be thinking.

Good news, everything humans currently think they know and understand, will likely change. Like it always does.

The counselor asked if I still missed Tonka. Didn’t have an answer when she asked me though.

When sleeping someday after that, I remember saying I miss Tonka. And I might have been crying in my head too, don’t know about out loud.

Apparently I know more when sleeping.

Must have nothing to cry over lately. Or maybe I stopped processing my feelings again. Easy to do, some drugs make some people numb.

Apparently that’s one of many Zoloft side affects.

But should that happen all the time to be a side affect?

Not that long ago, I woke up, and felt like somebody was by me. And it didn’t go away when I was wide awake either.

Didn’t start until after Tonka died though.

Good luck proving somebody is or isn’t there though. Humans can’t even see everything. Or hear everything.

Serotonin syndrome sounds fun. Previous drug for depression, can cause it too.

On the Zoloft page, it says taking it and buspirone can cause that. So why was I on buspirone? Took it incorrectly, think she increased it, and was supposed to take more till I got the new pills. Forgot, and kept taking too much.

But serotonin syndrome doesn’t mention Invega.

I only gained 1.8 pounds, in a week or so.

Good reason to not use drugs, they all have side affects.

Well, never seen a Big Foot.

But Little Foot could exist, if I could get some medicine to make me covered in fur.

Just be careful, the government might try to capture me.

There’s one guy, that says he gets incredibly tired.

Well, psychosis did the same to me. Still tired.

Maybe some people can turn their psychosis on and off.

Not sure I can get that, without the wrong drugs. Never wanted to take psychedelics, and won’t. But looks like legal drugs can do some strange shit too.

Well, not a man.

But she only lets out a loud meow once, and not near me. So no idea why she does that. If she wanted something, one meow and then doing nothing, doesn’t make sense.

She meows quietly though. Sometimes when I’m talking to her.

And she might have just meowed at the chair, while she was climbing or jumping on it. Getting something to put on it soon, so she can keep scratching it, without ruining the chair.

Need to see if she will scratch that thing, and if it actually stays on the chair. If I get a new chair, I’ll need to get a chair compatible with that scratching thing.

I have another scratcher by the chair, but she doesn’t like it.

Can’t spray the chair today with Pet Block, she has no scratcher in this room. And that chair is broken, so I don’t care. Probably will be going to the dump. Apparently brand new $700 recliners last about five years.

Easy to get a new perspective, psychosis.

Paranormal? Psychosis can explain some of it.

Invega resulted in some strange shit happening in my head.

Bunch of religious BS. I just took away “we’re all going to be okay”.

And the next day of no Invega, a bunch of strange shit stopped in my head. They had to change all my medicine though.

I remember looking up Invega, and it had some strange side effects.

Need to charge my Kindle. Most of the books on it are probably paranormal. The library has eBooks. Rather read about animals.

The episode of Expedition X I just watched, basically said some birds are big enough to eat an adult cat. Think they mentioned Eagles, well, probably true. I saw a big bird flying a while ago. Can’t remember if I was in hospital or not though.

Psychosis might explain Jesus too. I wonder, is there “shared” psychosis?

Doesn’t everybody want to share psychosis with their SO?

Everybody will like what they like, believe what they believe, and do what they do.

I liked the last episode that I just watched because, she had a blind fold and ear plugs on.

Well, some odd things appeared to happen.

Not sure I’d do that myself though. Got too much thinking to do.

Some odd timing for a breathing noise, and the things she said. But if staged, good job. Doesn’t matter to me either way.

Anybody can watch it for whatever reason they want. I don’t know enough to say what is or isn’t possible in the universe or anywhere else.

I still need to search for Greek Mythology on the streaming video site for the library. Might have something interesting to watch on that subject too.