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You should record a lot of balls of light every night, if it’s dust. Barely any balls of light were recorded early this morning. Since it has a sound trigger, it mostly recorded the heater while it was on. And some snoring.

So it looks like the dust theory is wrong.

I suppose some of them could be bugs, guess the bugs didn’t show themselves early this morning. The UFO, isn’t a bug though. I’d probably be dead, if that was a bug. They would have eaten my face off.

Could be spirits, or some of them. If so, they have the ability to be here or not, or show themselves or not.

If I knew any Aliens, I’d ask them what it is.

That reminds me, one day I woke up with my Watch on my pillow. Why the fuck would I take my own Watch off? I got a thought in my head, to check my watch. Somehow I knew the watch wasn’t even on. Or somebody sent that to me. But why? So I don’t squish the watch? If I was abducted, they sure didn’t want to wake me up. Now if a spirit took it off, the question is why?

Smart abducting me while sleeping. Too bad they don’t fix my IBS or anything else. Don’t think abductions are common in my family though.

So why did I take my watch off? And then somehow know I took it off, but no memory of taking it off. I really need a camera in there. But I’m cheap, and also, I’d kind of rather not know what happens in there. Nobody will believe anything except me anyways, so kind of a waste of money on the camera. Not to mention, I’d need a long Ethernet cable. WiFi isn’t great for security cameras, people can knock your stuff off WiFi. Maybe even hack into the camera and watch you sleep. No NFS share on WiFi either, it can’t connect to the VPN. The only way to do that, would be to connect it to a Pi or something by Ethernet, and have that connected to WiFi. Might as well get a long Ethernet cable.

Still not receiving emails for some reason. Might be a DNS thing. Except, I can email that address from Gmail. Might have to setup SMTP. As MXroute may be blocking it.

Doesn’t make sense that it’s blocked though. So maybe the server is sending it to itself, instead of MXroute. Good job DirectAdmin. My other site can send emails to an MXroute email.

Looks like it’s failing for some reason. Got to login to the webmail to see why. Nope, have to setup an admin email, to get the error emails. Because it’s trying to send something to an email that doesn’t exist on MXroute. I didn’t enter that email in the contact form.

So the over aggressive spam protection, is probably blocking it. Why the fuck do I have to setup SMTP to MXroute, to email myself on MXroute? Same thing happened to my other server, had to make an account just so it can send me emails.

Might be time to look for a new email provider.

Update
The contact form actually emails me now. The port for TLS isn’t open, so I used SSL instead. I could open the port, but why bother.

Not like I need the emails, you can see the contact form submissions in the admin interface.

My pillow was standing up and leaning on me. Probably did it in my sleep, cause I wanted a dog sleeping by me. No idea though. Probably won’t put a camera in there.

I could have been cold as well.

Why would there be very little balls of light being recorded, one night? I didn’t dust, so the same amount of dust is in there. The windows are always closed. The heater has been off for some time.

So no idea what it’s recording. No idea why you can only see it in IR either.

Barely recorded anything while sleeping last night/this morning. Just saw a fly fly by. Could have only been recording a fly while sleeping.

Woke up feeling like somebody was sleeping on my leg. Turns out my leg was on the other leg, I sleep on my side. The weird part is, I moved my leg, feeling went away, moved my leg back, and the feeling wasn’t like before, wasn’t as strong or something.

There was also some heat down there too.

Why would a spirit, lay on the leg that is under your other leg? I suppose they could do that.

I figured Tonka was sleeping on my leg, she knows I’d let her. Buddy knows as well, he slept with his head on my foot.

Might have just been hallucinating again. Apparently that’s how I cope with the death of my dog. Maybe next time that happens, I just won’t move or get out of bed.

Do I sleep with my leg on my other leg every night? Probably, since I sleep on my side. So I don’t feel what I felt today everyday.

On another note, the monitor didn’t turn on while sleeping this morning.

Buy another camera, and put it somewhere else, like maybe in the kitchen. If it records the same thing on both of them, at the same time, you know it’s probably not dust.

Problem is, I don’t want to buy another camera.

Stupid Mac mini, turned the keyboard on, but not the monitor. Why the keyboard? The desktop doesn’t turn the monitor on over night like the Mac mini, I changed the USB and monitor to the Linux PC before bed. And no camera footage of the monitor turning on.

You’d think if it woke up, the monitor would have turned on.

I’ll probably switch it to the Linux PC tonight too. I don’t want a recording of the Mac mini turning the monitor on. And I want to see if the Linux PC turns the monitor on. Spirits can most likely use computers.

While sleeping. I didn’t fully wake up, but felt like somebody was by me. I didn’t want to fully wake up, because the feeling might have went away. That time, it might have been the thing you can wake up with, and see and hear things that aren’t there. Can you feel things that aren’t there as well?

The only problem with me making it happen, is I’d think I’d feel somebody by me every night/morning. And all day long. Tonka wouldn’t be on my bed every night/morning, if she was doing it.

So what, I can make myself warm if it gets super cold? Nice, going nuts actually is useful for something.

Need to smack the pillow in the kitchen with the lights off. To see if you can even see it in the kitchen.

I won’t be convinced all the stuff being recorded isn’t dust, until it stops for long enough and then moves again. Just floating by, doesn’t sound intelligent. As if you watch what’s being recorded, it makes no sense. Why would something intelligent just zoom by the camera?

The one with it blinking in and out is kind of weird though. Probably just farther away, and for some reason didn’t stay lit up.

The heater is off, so there isn’t a ton of air being moved around. Just the air purifier. I left it off, as it’s around 70F in here. Clearly don’t need it on.

Now if one of those light balls, sit in my chair, I might be convinced it isn’t dust. It shouldn’t disappear when sitting in the chair either, and should stay there for a good five seconds.

I should just stop watching all the crap my camera records while sleeping. It’s just recording dust, lots of dust. But I need to see if I was sleep walking, or a sleep wanking.

Update
The experiment was a failure, that is either the pillow has no dust now, or you can’t see it in the kitchen. It has to be right in front of the camera. Need to turn the light off again, and test right in front of the camera.

Well, no idea if the blinking light was right in front of it, or in the kitchen. Need a camera that says the distance. Stupid camera didn’t record anything the next test. Or it’s slow at uploading to the NFS share. Just slow. Now to watch it again, and see if any look like they are in the kitchen.

The pillow has plenty of dust left. So if anything is being recorded farther away, it probably isn’t dust.

Since I have no way to know the distance, I can’t say if it’s dust or not. Dust has to be right in front of it. Believe it is whatever you want it to be. I might still consider it dust, strange dust, that is being recorded a lot. The blinking dust is the strangest. Blinking in and out, didn’t know dust did that, but apparently it does.

I was fully awake, and I felt it after being awake until I got out of bed. The thing you wake up with and see stuff that isn’t there, usually happens when just waking up. That actually hasn’t happened for a long time. Might only happen to me if I wake up in the middle of the night and then fall back a sleep. That is I don’t fully wake up.

I looked down, and there was only a blanket there. Felt heavy like a brick, a blanket isn’t heavy like a brick.

I could just be going more insane. Maybe soon I’ll feel something or somebody by me 24/7. Good way to cope with your dead dog, go insane. I mean more insane.

Does dust blink? Looking at my security camera footage. It didn’t stay a solid color, or didn’t look like it did. Blinking in and out or something.

Just smack a pillow in front of the IR camera. Some guy did it on YouToot. So I tried it, with a small pillow that’s by the camera. Looks similar to what’s being recorded all night long.

The only room a security camera might record something unexplainable, is my room.

So I think I’ll go ahead and make the fake paranormal video later. I’ll assist the spirit with knocking. Might be easier with a tripod. I have a little tripod, except I couldn’t attach my camera to it for some reason. I have a big tripod as well.

I’m too lazy to do a real paranormal investigation. That’s boring as fuck. At least if I talk to myself, and do the knocking, it’s not as boring.

Lots of dust