• Massive

    Don’t think it’s crawling on the camera. And would be a weird looking bug, if you pause in the right spot, you’ll see it looks like two separate whatever. I think when the camera had dust over it, and was recording it all night, that dust wasn’t the same brightness or whatever.

    So unless a bug can make themselves look like that on IR, I doubt it’s a bug. How would a bug that big get in here? And where would they hide during the day? I suppose it could be close to the camera. That still doesn’t explain how it looks like two things. If two bugs, they wouldn’t be perfectly aligned while flying probably.

    I have no idea what it is.

    Might be easier to pause in VLC, so download and open in VLC.

    Slowed down video:

  • Who woke the monitor up at 4:54 PM?

    Not me, I wasn’t home. A small earthquake that only turned monitor on? I don’t think there’s any sound in the video from that time, so nobody banging on my floor, or wall.

    Perhaps the building randomly vibrates or something. And does so while watching paranormal shows, to try and convince you, that you exist forever. But why would the building care if I believe that or not? Perhaps that should be know, not believe. You can’t leave your body, if you are just this body. And I almost left my body once. I don’t need anymore convincing, or maybe I do.

  • Looks like I’m never alone

    Free will allows everybody to believe whatever they want. So I’m going to believe spirits are here, possibly almost all the time.

    Scientists will debunk everything, because they don’t want to exist after they die. Not everybody wants that. But free will allows them to believe that.

  • Looks like the love “theory” isn’t a theory, it’s the truth

    The entire point of everything is love.

    If what I vaguely remember, actually happened, I think I was fully awake, but then eventually fell a sleep. Apparently my memory is so bad, it’s now vaguely remembered.

    I was laying in bed, and felt something through my body, love perhaps and/or heat. Then it felt like somebody was on my foot. I think I said “I love you Tonka”, I don’t recall anything else I said. But that’s what Buddy did, he slept with his head on my foot. I didn’t really think when or before saying “I love you Tonka”. Just came out, just like praying once asking God to take good care of Tonka.

    It’s possible they are interacting with my soul directly, and I’m not aware of what’s happening. Thanks to the dumb and blind programming in humanity’s consciousness.

    Are these events just about love? Or also preparing me for something? Or perhaps they are trying to make me feel better, as feeling numb isn’t great. I don’t even know how to make myself feel better. Doctor didn’t seem to care.

    I won’t tell my mom about that, she isn’t interested in God, souls, love or anything that I am. That’s why she gets mad when I try to talk to her.

    If you believe all the stuff I do, or are open to anything, then stuff like this can happen. If you are narrow minded, well it must be boring.

    I think I was sleeping before that happened. I just woke up and then not long after that happened.

  • Does dust have controlled steering like that?


    All I did was go downstairs to wait for my dinner, apparently she should have stayed home, the roads are bad. Luckily, she made it home.

    I think she needed something for their snowblower.

    If that’s a bug, do flies look way bigger then they are on IR? I’m talking about the brightest/most solid light. The other ones I can possibly dismiss as dust. Perhaps not though.

    If it isn’t a bug or dust, is it proof a soul? And if so, how many are here? Apparently I’m never alone. So if I feel lonely, turn the lights off, and watch security camera. Could just be watching dust and/or flies. But if I’m in the room, and I can’t see any dust or flies with my eyes, you got a mystery.

    Now if humans didn’t reject their soul, I’d probably already have the answer to this. And nobody would want to see the video. It would be a fact of life. But thanks to whoever, now humans reject their own soul.

    I do wonder what it was like to be in a body of one of the first humans. Before we decided to reject our soul. Were we capable of doing stuff we can’t do now? Hmm, actually, we may have always rejected our soul. Otherwise, why would they keep “upgrading” us? Maybe to remove stubbornness?

    Hmm, if I rewind that, it will then play without showing the lights. Now to test that in VLC. Just move the player mark back and let it resume. Nope, only with MEGA.nz it does that. No idea why.

    But maybe all the lights are the same intensity. Either way, surprised it recorded anything.

  • Monitor woke itself up at 12:06 AM

    Perhaps they are trying to get my attention, without scaring me. Or there was a vibration, that is completely random.

    But the monitor has woke itself up, when watching paranormal stuff. That leads me to believe, somebody I can’t see is doing it.

    If you don’t believe in consciousness, or being able to travel back here, then you’ll probably experience nothing.

  • Almost looks like it has wings

    Too big to be a fly. Doubt it’s dust.

    And if it’s a bug, how did a bug bigger then a fly get in my apartment? I never see them when awake. Good at hiding.

  • The Hat Man: Documented Cases of Pure Evil

    I only watched around 30 minute, no subtitles, means you can barely hear them. I don’t want to turn the volume up and down the entire time it’s on.

    The quality doesn’t look very good either, it says 2019 for when it was released. I doubt 1080p looked that bad from then. Some are Skype interviews, but I think the stuff recorded with a camera doesn’t look great either.

    They might all be full of shit as well.

    I can see why it has bad reviews.

    I suppose the version I have, could be highly compressed. Not sure less compression would solve the problem. And different audio levels throughout the entire movie, is annoying.

    Like they used the onboard microphone instead of an actual microphone. Probably didn’t use a light either. I could take better video with my iPhone. You’d think they’d make the audio level consistent throughout the entire video.

    Did they use a point and shoot camera? Or maybe something even worse, like a VHS tape camcorder. But it claims to be 1080p.

  • Life to Afterlife: Death and Back

    It’s on Prime Video, I think. Or get it from the open source site.

    But it may answer some questions about why some people reincarnate. My theory about not being ready, could be one reason. But the ultimate reason, is because God said so.

    And if you believe their stories, love is all that matters, I already believed that. Oh and Hell might be real too, which is a bummer. Now I might be worrying about that for the rest of my life. As I might be massively screwed. But maybe not, it seems like some good force is protecting me for some reason.

    If you watch The Sleepless Unrest, scary stuff happens on it. The hauntings I experience, aren’t really scary. The main thing, is the monitor wakes up, or it feels like somebody is by me in bed.

    So maybe I’m not screwed, and I’m being sent love no matter what.

    But I should learn to love, not just dogs, but people too. At least God won’t be as disappointed in me, if I figure love out better.

    Oh and God can make themselves look like anything, I think they usually look like light. At least that’s what I think God is, pure love and light. No gender. They can make themselves appear male or female.

    Oh and the point of humans being created was for universal love. So perhaps we reincarnate, until all believe in God.

    I forgot all about Earthfiles today. But I’m not sure I want to know anymore about Aliens.

    Oh and everybody was given free will, even to not believe in God, or to like God. I still think me having no free will would be better. And some of the stuff on that, is confusing as fuck.

    I believe them, cause I couldn’t make any of that up, if I tried.

    Oh and God confirmed Aliens exist sort of, there’s multiple dimensions. Heaven is in a different dimension, that’s where Tonka is. But apparently they can come here if they want to. Makes sense, if the point is love.

    One person was an Atheist. Not anymore.

    Oh and I think I know why I believe God, when I was in the nut factory, I said if I don’t get out, God doesn’t exist. It took three months, but I got out.

    They talk about living other lives, but they don’t elaborate much. I’m guessing you never recall any of those lives. You might even forget this life. Well, they said the only thing that goes on is love. So if it’s a bad memory, it ceases to exist. God will remember, but I doubt they’ll tell you about it.

    Would suck if I lived a past life, and did even worse. Perhaps you are supposed to be like a dog, and not live in the past or future.

    I automatically prayed to God to ask them to take care of Tonka, perhaps good care. You don’t really need to do that, God will regardless. But I guess, God is aware, and Tonka is aware of it.

    They mentioned prayers, God is listening, and if somebody dies, they will hear them, rather they want to or not.

    I wasn’t scared about dying before I watched that, I was when I was a kid though. Now, I’m just worried about Hell.

    How does my mom give so much love, but has depression?

    Oh and there’s no English subtitles for it, at least not when the subtitle site was online, and I looked on my computer. Then the site went down, tried looking in the app on the Apple TV. One lady has a strong ascent, so really hard to understand her.

    Oh and apparently depression and other things are darkness. So I might be very screwed. Darkness might be bad. Probably is bad.

    Perhaps I shouldn’t watch shows like this. But shouldn’t I worry about Hell? Perhaps everybody should, then maybe we won’t be horrible to each other.

    And for the subtitles, I forgot you can translate it with crow-translate. But I still have the wrong video file. So perhaps search that site for subtitles, before downloading anything. Then download the file with subtitles on that site, perhaps the file itself will have English subtitles as well. If not, translate it with crow-translate.

  • Why doesn’t everybody reincarnate?

    Makes you wonder, if you get a choice. Either hauntings aren’t what anybody thinks, or not everybody reincarnates.

    And if not everybody reincarnates, how the fuck are babies still being born? God or somebody making more souls? A different species can no longer reproduce? Well, there is “rumors”, that an Alien species can’t reproduce anymore. The reason that species is abducting us, and we will have the same fate apparently. We may share DNA with them. So they can make babies with stuff from humans.

    But that’s just a rumor.

    And how many people do you think are going to pick to reincarnate? Probably 90% or more are going to not reincarnate. I may pick to reincarnate, because I’m insane. Also, because I know reincarnation happens to some people. But I don’t want to be a human again. So who knows what I’d pick, if I’m given a choice. If the only reincarnation option is some kind of human, then perhaps not. But, they could put me in the future, when humans get more attractive.

    Somebody that was abducted, was asked by them, why they are so scared of them, she said because of how ugly they are. And they said it’s what they will look like someday. That sounds like future humans abducted her. And from the drawing or whatever they showed, they look more attractive then modern humans. They might be asking me “Why do you have an erection?”. The guy that was abducted said they appeared to be females. Or female energy.

    So females become the dominant gender? Not surprising, they probably wanted to exist, and got rid of men. But there are horrible women in the world too.

    Or maybe the hauntings aren’t conscious things happening. They claim there’s more then one haunting, like residual hauntings. But perhaps there’s no intelligent hauntings like they claim. Or if there are, they aren’t human consciousness.

    What better way to make humans believe in God? Haunt us.

    Oh and on The Visitors, that talked about that person getting abducted, not just the main guy, but they talked about some other person’s abduction once too, they do things that you see in hauntings. At least to the main guy, that’s one way they wake him up. For some reason he thinks who’s doing it, is those who abduct him.

    So perhaps everybody reincarnates. But then you have near death experiences, where they are given a choice, to stay where they brought them, or go to the “next” thing, the next thing could be reincarnation. She picked to go back to her body, and they didn’t even give her that option I don’t think. Perhaps they knew she was going to want to go back, so gave her a near death experience.

    I don’t think I’d want to go back, nor want to find out what “next” is. You can ask what’s next, but you might soon be reincarnating.