Is that software related? No idea.

What’s significant with 11:08? No idea, but I think the first time I noticed it waking up at the same time. Is something going to happen at 11:08 AM or PM? Maybe it was waking up at the same times before, but too often, so didn’t pay attention.

Only woke up two times today, as far as I know.

Or maybe it’s telling me to go to bed, which is what I’m about to do. That game is bad to play before bed, up after 12 AM yesterday because of it. Or I guess today, since it’s not tomorrow yet.

If something happens at 11:08, well, the Steam Deck can tell the future. No idea what day or what would happen though.

Probably anybody can look into the future, most humans think they can’t though, and that it isn’t possible. There’s a good psychic documentary, can’t recall what it’s called. But it turns out everybody is probably psychic.

Update

First time waking up today was 3 pm. Beginning to think it’s a weird software thing. But you can’t predict it. Maybe if I close Steam it won’t do it anymore. It’s in desktop mode. I think Steam has caused my desktop in the past to wake itself up, so I don’t leave it open on it anymore.

Update

Well it turned on again when getting ready to leave. Coincidence or not? I’m going with not. And if my neighbors can hear me, they might think I’m nuts. Oh well. I said goodbye whoever is here. Also I say goodnight most nights. Goodnight means everybody. And I’m pretty sure everybody that knows me is hearing that. All the animals and my dad. Great grandparents probably hear it too.

I am nuts though. So it doesn’t matter if people think that.

And “coincidences” like that have happened more then once. So I doubt it’s a coincidence anymore.

And you might ask “why don’t they do more?” there’s lots of reasons. They don’t want to scare me. I don’t ask. And if I don’t know how I will react who does? God and the divine might have a good idea and may even tell them. So I’m guessing I would have bad reactions.

Not to mention I heard knocking once and got kind of mad. No idea if somebody in the building was messing with me or what. I was mad because I thought a neighbor did it.

So anything with noise they probably won’t do.

They can appear as anything, including no gender. God is unconditional love, not a human, nor a gender.

Not sure I’m reading any of those books, as they say God is a he. That’s like saying male is a superior gender. But clearly it isn’t, as that’s most likely the reason humans are going extinct.

You really think humans would be as horrible if women ran things? Well, women that are Trump supporters would be just as bad.

You can get free books on Archive.org. I should say “borrow”.

On Skinwalker Ranch. Didn’t watch those episodes yet. They should let you watch them all at once.

Perhaps there really are power brokers. They don’t want the truth to be found, even though the guy bought the property. If a UFO is on the property he owns, what’s the problem with finding and revealing it to the world?

The Earthfiles lady says reality is classified. Not a great way to live.

All I started doing was saying “Good night Tonka out loud”. But I think I’m going to change it to dogs or puppies, or puppy dogs. So all the dogs are included, perhaps add cats too.

If my mind is making it feel like creatures are by me, I may have figured out how to feel that everyday.

No idea if it’s my mind or somebody is actually there. Today, I think I thought two creatures were by me.

You’d think if it was my mind, I would feel somebody by me everyday without doing anything. Or maybe I do, I just don’t remember.

Dogs should sleep on beds with their human(s).

It’s been days I think since it woke itself up. No idea why it’s waking up. I prefer to think somebody I can’t see is waking it up.

I woke up depressed today, and possibly was crying in my sleep, I was in the dream. About the dead animals, and my dead dad.

No relationship with my dad, and him being dead, affected me. My mom may hate him, but he’s my dad. And when you die, you are aware of things you weren’t before, or at least a lot of people are. If God wants you to see what your actions caused, God will do so. Since God is love, if you’ve messed up at all, expect God to show you what it caused.

Apparently some people want both of their parents.

And how can you hate anybody? Almost everybody screws up. Screwed up more? You can let God decide if anybody screwed up more.

Felt like it. I sleep on my side, and the knee on the bottom, was out, so somebody could sleep on it. Possibly on my leg too.

Probably why I slept longer today. I don’t like waking up, when I feel somebody on the bed. If it’s my mind, too bad I don’t feel somebody on the bed every night/morning. I might not get out of bed anymore though.

If somebody was actually there, I can guess who was there, my only guess is Tonka though. I don’t think any of the animals slept on my knee like that when they were alive. So not really sure who would have been doing it, Tonka is the most likely though, she does know she can lay on me.

She was scared once, was laying on my sideways, and peed on me. I didn’t get mad at her or anything. I think I just took a shower. If you get mad at a scared dog for peeing on you, you are a bigger asshole then me. They probably shouldn’t have dogs if they get mad at them for peeing when scared.

According to Channels DVR, I record it, from TV Everywhere.

Good show, maybe not so much for an Atheist. Or do they believe a random event made Aliens too? I don’t think they believe Aliens exist.

Reincarnation is great, it makes you think you’ve never existed before. Perhaps that’s sort of true. Maybe cleansing the soul, means removing everything that is you, and making a new somebody.

Oh but consciousness can’t reincarnate. Problem is, consciousness doesn’t live in your body, or even your soul. If it’s a shared consciousness. I find it funny, when people think they know what consciousness is. We may not be killing ourselves with war and crap, if we knew what consciousness is. As we’d know a lot of other stuff too.

I’ll believe somebody that died, over anybody else. And people that have memories of a past life.

Woke itself up when I got out of bed for the second time. And if me getting out of bed wakes it up, should do that everyday, and probably every time I walk.

Either way, Valve hit a home run with the software, it can predict when you wake up, without you even using it. It’s idle most of the time. So it isn’t getting my wake up time, by the first time I use it in a day, which wouldn’t be the wake up time anyways, I take a shit before using anything.

That could be why the desktop wakes up, but might expect it to wake up way more often. The Steam Deck, that would probably only be the case, if the USB switch is set to the Steam Deck. Otherwise, you have to touch the screen or press buttons. Or maybe use the trackpad thingy.

The Mac mini requires clicking a button to wake it up, at least moving my mouse never seems to wake it up.

The Steam Deck and my desktop got woke up while gone today. The Steam Deck could also be software related, but kind of doubtful at this point. It doesn’t seem to happen everyday. How would they make that completely random and only on some days? You can test by putting a different Linux distro on it, I’ll pass though.

Perhaps the only unexplained thing happening, is the stuff in bed. And maybe the knocking I heard on the wall behind my computer. That wall I think is where the stairs are. They got good timing, knocked right when I got home, and only did it once. Not even sure you can knock where I heard it. Well, that is easily. And why only once? How would somebody not in my apartment know my reaction? And I doubt a living person knocking on walls in stairwells would care.

Oh and my S.T.O.P Obsessing book ending up by me in bed, I woke up with it by me. No idea how it got there. I suppose I could have grabbed it in my sleep and put it there. No camera is going into my room. Well, one camera can see somewhat in my room. Might be able to see where the book is. But I don’t expect to find the book again in bed. And they can just disable the camera and move the book anyways, so a camera is useless.

I’m too lazy to ask those I can’t see to do anything. I’d rather say “I love you Tonka”, then ask somebody I can’t see to do something.

You can’t hear any loud traffic when desktop or Steam Deck got woke up. But the microphone does suck on that camera.