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Monitor woke itself up two times, while watching TV. Didn’t notice it the first time it happened. Noticed eventually the second time.

I looked at the security camera, that’s the only reason I know it happened two times.

But I wonder if it’s software related, does the update thing wake the monitor up? If so, I should disable it.

But the Mac mini was getting woke up in the past too. Might switch over to that, to listen to music on my earbuds, so I can block all sound. Or use my phone, doesn’t really matter. Not like I need the phone’s battery to last, nobody calls or texts me.

The update thing said it got a 403 error or something. But around 40 minutes ago, don’t think that’s when it woke up, was before that. I’ll manually check for updates, since apparently that update thing is broken, or their site is. I use zypper to update, not that GUI thingy that is in the system tray in KDE. And the main repo might be down. Bummer.

It’s about control. Why else remove stuff from the bible? I doubt the bible was always homophobic. It’s mind boggling how people can believe God is homophobic.

Also, not sure the bible was intended to be religion. It may more be a history book, then religion.

Teaching people gay is bad, won’t accomplish universal light. A bunch of people will just be angry instead. The bible also says not to kill, but people don’t seem to believe or care about that. The death penalty is fine in America. An abortion? That ain’t fine.

As they said on the Netflix show, Inside Job, I think it’s called, in America there’s pro life and pro death at the same time people. How you can be both is mind boggling.

The entire point of everything is love.

If what I vaguely remember, actually happened, I think I was fully awake, but then eventually fell a sleep. Apparently my memory is so bad, it’s now vaguely remembered.

I was laying in bed, and felt something through my body, love perhaps and/or heat. Then it felt like somebody was on my foot. I think I said “I love you Tonka”, I don’t recall anything else I said. But that’s what Buddy did, he slept with his head on my foot. I didn’t really think when or before saying “I love you Tonka”. Just came out, just like praying once asking God to take good care of Tonka.

It’s possible they are interacting with my soul directly, and I’m not aware of what’s happening. Thanks to the dumb and blind programming in humanity’s consciousness.

Are these events just about love? Or also preparing me for something? Or perhaps they are trying to make me feel better, as feeling numb isn’t great. I don’t even know how to make myself feel better. Doctor didn’t seem to care.

I won’t tell my mom about that, she isn’t interested in God, souls, love or anything that I am. That’s why she gets mad when I try to talk to her.

If you believe all the stuff I do, or are open to anything, then stuff like this can happen. If you are narrow minded, well it must be boring.

I think I was sleeping before that happened. I just woke up and then not long after that happened.

I only watched around 30 minute, no subtitles, means you can barely hear them. I don’t want to turn the volume up and down the entire time it’s on.

The quality doesn’t look very good either, it says 2019 for when it was released. I doubt 1080p looked that bad from then. Some are Skype interviews, but I think the stuff recorded with a camera doesn’t look great either.

They might all be full of shit as well.

I can see why it has bad reviews.

I suppose the version I have, could be highly compressed. Not sure less compression would solve the problem. And different audio levels throughout the entire movie, is annoying.

Like they used the onboard microphone instead of an actual microphone. Probably didn’t use a light either. I could take better video with my iPhone. You’d think they’d make the audio level consistent throughout the entire video.

Did they use a point and shoot camera? Or maybe something even worse, like a VHS tape camcorder. But it claims to be 1080p.

It’s on Prime Video, I think. Or get it from the open source site.

But it may answer some questions about why some people reincarnate. My theory about not being ready, could be one reason. But the ultimate reason, is because God said so.

And if you believe their stories, love is all that matters, I already believed that. Oh and Hell might be real too, which is a bummer. Now I might be worrying about that for the rest of my life. As I might be massively screwed. But maybe not, it seems like some good force is protecting me for some reason.

If you watch The Sleepless Unrest, scary stuff happens on it. The hauntings I experience, aren’t really scary. The main thing, is the monitor wakes up, or it feels like somebody is by me in bed.

So maybe I’m not screwed, and I’m being sent love no matter what.

But I should learn to love, not just dogs, but people too. At least God won’t be as disappointed in me, if I figure love out better.

Oh and God can make themselves look like anything, I think they usually look like light. At least that’s what I think God is, pure love and light. No gender. They can make themselves appear male or female.

Oh and the point of humans being created was for universal love. So perhaps we reincarnate, until all believe in God.

I forgot all about Earthfiles today. But I’m not sure I want to know anymore about Aliens.

Oh and everybody was given free will, even to not believe in God, or to like God. I still think me having no free will would be better. And some of the stuff on that, is confusing as fuck.

I believe them, cause I couldn’t make any of that up, if I tried.

Oh and God confirmed Aliens exist sort of, there’s multiple dimensions. Heaven is in a different dimension, that’s where Tonka is. But apparently they can come here if they want to. Makes sense, if the point is love.

One person was an Atheist. Not anymore.

Oh and I think I know why I believe God, when I was in the nut factory, I said if I don’t get out, God doesn’t exist. It took three months, but I got out.

They talk about living other lives, but they don’t elaborate much. I’m guessing you never recall any of those lives. You might even forget this life. Well, they said the only thing that goes on is love. So if it’s a bad memory, it ceases to exist. God will remember, but I doubt they’ll tell you about it.

Would suck if I lived a past life, and did even worse. Perhaps you are supposed to be like a dog, and not live in the past or future.

I automatically prayed to God to ask them to take care of Tonka, perhaps good care. You don’t really need to do that, God will regardless. But I guess, God is aware, and Tonka is aware of it.

They mentioned prayers, God is listening, and if somebody dies, they will hear them, rather they want to or not.

I wasn’t scared about dying before I watched that, I was when I was a kid though. Now, I’m just worried about Hell.

How does my mom give so much love, but has depression?

Oh and there’s no English subtitles for it, at least not when the subtitle site was online, and I looked on my computer. Then the site went down, tried looking in the app on the Apple TV. One lady has a strong ascent, so really hard to understand her.

Oh and apparently depression and other things are darkness. So I might be very screwed. Darkness might be bad. Probably is bad.

Perhaps I shouldn’t watch shows like this. But shouldn’t I worry about Hell? Perhaps everybody should, then maybe we won’t be horrible to each other.

And for the subtitles, I forgot you can translate it with crow-translate. But I still have the wrong video file. So perhaps search that site for subtitles, before downloading anything. Then download the file with subtitles on that site, perhaps the file itself will have English subtitles as well. If not, translate it with crow-translate.

Makes you wonder, if you get a choice. Either hauntings aren’t what anybody thinks, or not everybody reincarnates.

And if not everybody reincarnates, how the fuck are babies still being born? God or somebody making more souls? A different species can no longer reproduce? Well, there is “rumors”, that an Alien species can’t reproduce anymore. The reason that species is abducting us, and we will have the same fate apparently. We may share DNA with them. So they can make babies with stuff from humans.

But that’s just a rumor.

And how many people do you think are going to pick to reincarnate? Probably 90% or more are going to not reincarnate. I may pick to reincarnate, because I’m insane. Also, because I know reincarnation happens to some people. But I don’t want to be a human again. So who knows what I’d pick, if I’m given a choice. If the only reincarnation option is some kind of human, then perhaps not. But, they could put me in the future, when humans get more attractive.

Somebody that was abducted, was asked by them, why they are so scared of them, she said because of how ugly they are. And they said it’s what they will look like someday. That sounds like future humans abducted her. And from the drawing or whatever they showed, they look more attractive then modern humans. They might be asking me “Why do you have an erection?”. The guy that was abducted said they appeared to be females. Or female energy.

So females become the dominant gender? Not surprising, they probably wanted to exist, and got rid of men. But there are horrible women in the world too.

Or maybe the hauntings aren’t conscious things happening. They claim there’s more then one haunting, like residual hauntings. But perhaps there’s no intelligent hauntings like they claim. Or if there are, they aren’t human consciousness.

What better way to make humans believe in God? Haunt us.

Oh and on The Visitors, that talked about that person getting abducted, not just the main guy, but they talked about some other person’s abduction once too, they do things that you see in hauntings. At least to the main guy, that’s one way they wake him up. For some reason he thinks who’s doing it, is those who abduct him.

So perhaps everybody reincarnates. But then you have near death experiences, where they are given a choice, to stay where they brought them, or go to the “next” thing, the next thing could be reincarnation. She picked to go back to her body, and they didn’t even give her that option I don’t think. Perhaps they knew she was going to want to go back, so gave her a near death experience.

I don’t think I’d want to go back, nor want to find out what “next” is. You can ask what’s next, but you might soon be reincarnating.

He doesn’t believe actual giants walked the Earth. He probably doesn’t believe Aliens either. Good luck uncovering the past with a narrow mind. The mainstream whatever, that doesn’t like what he’s finding, he’s not much different from them.

Why would they clearly say in the story, the giant had a hybrid baby with a human? If he is going to say the story is true, you have to consider that part too. His giant as in smart, I don’t believe. Many cultures speak of actual giants.

I’ll take the literal meaning of giant. I believe anything is possible, and anything can exist.

I might not watch anymore of them.

Oh and the structures could be from humans that got wiped out, for not doing what God or Aliens want. Apparently some form of humans have existed more than once, and this might be our last try. And some of them, have been more advanced then us.

And of course humans are a race of amnesia. I’m guessing he hasn’t heard of reincarnation, you forget everything. Well, he probably doesn’t believe that either. No giants, no Aliens, no reincarnation. Might as well be no God as well.

Atlantis exists? No way Giants could have existed! How do you believe Atlantis, but Giants are a big no. Maybe because they believe only humans exist.

I don’t remember exactly what was said, but in The Visitors, they were talking about his son getting abducted, and they told him something about God’s vision. Perhaps man is made in God’s vision. Or maybe it should be woman. Or human.

But that can mean more then one thing, like God is having a vision, and everything in God’s vision is conscious. And without God’s vision, nothing would exist. So if God ceases to exist, everything ceases to exist.

Don’t ask me the correct interpretation, I don’t think anybody knows.

I like the above, because it’s probably different then what everybody else thinks. And I’m fine with being in a vision. But why is there bad stuff in the vision? And why doesn’t consciousness start out knowing everything? Is it more fun to watch the same person fail over and over again?

Well, you could always be an Atheist, I don’t think they believe Aliens, or a massive universe, or anything. Love can’t exist in my mind, without intelligently made. That isn’t random. And why would Aliens bother creating life, if it just stops when their body dies? Not to mention, they would have wiped us out for good by now. We abuse our planet, and everything around us. And if no God exists, Aliens probably would have wiped themselves out as well, we never would have existed in the first place. Because whatever race did, would be long gone, as they wiped themselves out.

Oh and I don’t think there would be anything “intelligent” in existence, without God.

I’m insane, not an Atheist.

But I’m starting to wonder, about paranormal stuff. I’m not convinced it’s from those who’s bodies are dead. Might be Aliens. As you’d think if they were the deceased, they’d get more responses. Like answers to their questions. But Aliens on the other hand, wouldn’t care probably.

Or maybe they don’t understand English, or can’t hear.

Oh yeah, I need to test a radio frequency by my ears, if I have an Alien implant, it should do what happened on that show. When you put the radio close to it, check your entire body. No hypnoses for me, I don’t want to know anything. I just want to know if there’s an implant. And I’ll be keeping the implant.

Was it FM or AM? My radio doesn’t seem to have 144 or so FM. It does AM. I heard a weird sound, but probably not caused by me, and I can’t know exactly what it’s tuned in. I need a different radio. A digital one. That’s my emergency radio. Looks like I’ll be watching Earthfiles late, got to shit.

More proof you exist after dying. Not exactly proof of Aliens. Depending on what you believe.

They asked her why she is so afraid of them. She said because they are so ugly, and they responded, she will look like them someday.

So they might be us from the future. At least those “Aliens”. Trying to save themselves I guess.

I don’t find them ugly or attractive. Just the way I like em. Well, the way I like Aliens. Are their male and female of us in the future? If not, that’s a nightmare for republicans. Oh wait, politics might not longer be a thing. But you get to love whoever you want, without being called something. But how do they make babies, if no males or females? In a lab?

Those ones look like The Grays, but they might actually be us. So I guess I wouldn’t be scared if I get abducted by a human, if they look way different. Well, I’ll probably still be scared.

I think that was his wife talking, they just started filming in 2013 I guess. Or is it from 2013? No idea.

The end is creepy as fuck. And it’s to be continued, so now I’ll be watching the next one. Or I could look it up, and see if they caught the actual person responsible.

Deleted the rest of this post, there was spoilers. Going to lookup “Susan” and “Florida” now though.

Well, I probably will have nightmares tonight, or won’t sleep at all.

You really need the last name. But I really don’t want to look at the video to find the last name. It’s too creepy.

Haha, according to this, The Blackwell Ghost is fake. Because they can’t find any record of the person. So he made the photos of that person up? I don’t think he’s an artist. I suppose, he could have hired some people to wear crap, and pose, and make it black and white. So if you aren’t on that site they looked for them up, you never existed? I hope I’m not on the site then! That means I don’t exist. You have to possibly pay for that site. To look anything up.

So not being in the database, has crossed their mind.

That article is about the first one. But the viral video, I don’t recall if he said it was real or not.

I also don’t recall the first one very much. But one at I think that house, the water turned itself on. Yes, he could fake it, by going in there, turning it on, and not showing that part.

So perhaps he is a liar.

That also doesn’t explain how I almost left my body was.

I might have thought Tonka was sleeping by me in bed again. No heat, but I was laying like somebody was there. I’m sure when the dogs were alive, they could easily manipulate me in bed. That is make me move so they can sleep where they want. All without me even knowing, or waking up.

And if he’s a liar, well he did a good job, as he’s making money. So perhaps somebody should interview him, and ask if he’s a liar.